Officially 2 weeks left till i'm leaving Singapore again. This is too fast..

Realised that humans tend to avoid lots of things and situations because they're afraid of the outcomes and what's unpredictable and uncontrollable. Maybe 2012 should be a year of facing these things in life.

Still got lots of people that i would love to meet up with or talk to, but everyone is busy, quite sad.

Just had a class gathering a couple of hours ago at Priscilla's place and had pizza and yu sheng for cny :) Left the place at 10 plus and a couple of us walked back to my house's void deck area to hang around. Talked about lots of random things then Val, Eleanor and Amanda left after awhile. In the end Marshall, May, Teck Hui and Wei Song stayed till slightly after 1am then they left :)

Going to USS later with the cuzzies, great day ahead :)



Lies lies.

All lies.



Exam results coming out next monday on the first day of CNY. Really afraid of my physics results... If i don't do well enough i can't continue taking the subject this year, and i really screwed up the paper.. So i'm praying..

Anyway, back in Singapore now. A lot of things has changed. TK, MJ, friends..... Whenever i talk to some people, i feel like either i'm bothering them, or they're just not putting any effort to try and keep up with the conversation. Or what's left of it. If there was any in the first place... So why try? But that shouldn't be the way right...? Though i do understand that some of them are really busy with sch and stuff. We'll just leave it as that.

Leaving in slightly less than 3 weeks. Time flies, but at least during these few weeks i've managed to rekindle my love for the band again :)

Watching Breaking Dawn tomorrow with Jarred and Abraham!! Fun stufff.

Anyway, spent the day cleaning out the apartment area on the first floor today since the old tenant moved out. Super dusty and dirty with cobwebs and spiders everywhere. So i kinda vacuumed the entire place.. The floor, the corners, the walls and the ceiling... Yeah.. I am a maid.

Have a feeling the new tenant will be much much cleaner than the previous one.

This has been a post.

Exams are finally over! :)

But i'll be honest and say that i've been slacking off waaay before that so... hahah..

Been passing time by learning songs on the guitar and ukelele, haven't played them in a loooong time. Fingers are hurting from the playing but it's good pain :)

Going to watch a movie and hang out with Jarred and Abraham next tuesday, fun fun fun fun.

December hurry up and arrive!!

So many things to do, so many plans ahhhh.



Omg I still remember the username and password for this blog.

Miracle hahah.

Okay, exam period now, I've got 6 papers left to go. 10 more days till it's all over, super excited for december to come!

I think I've changed abit since coming to NZ, in a good way. Can't really put a finger to it. I think maybe it's how i react to situations or how i see things. I don't know, but i feel better, no more stress or burdens :)

Gonna be seeing my brother and father reallyyyy soon, can't wait :) Haven't seen them in ages. Brother is going to army next year, time flies too fast. Gotta try to spend more time with him! On a side note, he's passing to me his iPhone since he can't use it in camp. Ahhh excitedddd :)

And yes, hi ritesh hahahaha.

School's been good. I think i got fat hahahah. Thank God for Abraham, Jarred and Howard in math class. Math would be soooo sucky without them. Abraham and Jarred's from malaysia and they just came at the start of 2011. It's so easy to joke around with them cos they seem so familiar to people back home. And cos whenever i'm around them i don't really need to keep up my 'kiwi accent' and i can speak normally. Sometimes i don't even recognize my own voice when i talk to kiwi people, it's an automatic thing for me to have a slight fake accent to match theirs so that i don't feel that out of place talking to them. Jarred and Abraham said the same thing happens with them too so i guess i'm not aloneeeeee. What to do for my birthdayyyyy??????

And idiotttttt. Hate it whenever people mistake me for a china or korean person!!!! Wtffff. Just cos i have black hair doesn't mean i'm from china!!!!!!! Seriously man the china one is the horrors of all horrors >:[

Tessa's leaving today. Sigh whyyyy. Life's sad.

Officially 2 weeks left till i'm leaving Singapore again. This is too fast..

Realised that humans tend to avoid lots of things and situations because they're afraid of the outcomes and what's unpredictable and uncontrollable. Maybe 2012 should be a year of facing these things in life.

Still got lots of people that i would love to meet up with or talk to, but everyone is busy, quite sad.

Just had a class gathering a couple of hours ago at Priscilla's place and had pizza and yu sheng for cny :) Left the place at 10 plus and a couple of us walked back to my house's void deck area to hang around. Talked about lots of random things then Val, Eleanor and Amanda left after awhile. In the end Marshall, May, Teck Hui and Wei Song stayed till slightly after 1am then they left :)

Going to USS later with the cuzzies, great day ahead :)



Lies lies.

All lies.



Exam results coming out next monday on the first day of CNY. Really afraid of my physics results... If i don't do well enough i can't continue taking the subject this year, and i really screwed up the paper.. So i'm praying..

Anyway, back in Singapore now. A lot of things has changed. TK, MJ, friends..... Whenever i talk to some people, i feel like either i'm bothering them, or they're just not putting any effort to try and keep up with the conversation. Or what's left of it. If there was any in the first place... So why try? But that shouldn't be the way right...? Though i do understand that some of them are really busy with sch and stuff. We'll just leave it as that.

Leaving in slightly less than 3 weeks. Time flies, but at least during these few weeks i've managed to rekindle my love for the band again :)

Watching Breaking Dawn tomorrow with Jarred and Abraham!! Fun stufff.

Anyway, spent the day cleaning out the apartment area on the first floor today since the old tenant moved out. Super dusty and dirty with cobwebs and spiders everywhere. So i kinda vacuumed the entire place.. The floor, the corners, the walls and the ceiling... Yeah.. I am a maid.

Have a feeling the new tenant will be much much cleaner than the previous one.

This has been a post.

Exams are finally over! :)

But i'll be honest and say that i've been slacking off waaay before that so... hahah..

Been passing time by learning songs on the guitar and ukelele, haven't played them in a loooong time. Fingers are hurting from the playing but it's good pain :)

Going to watch a movie and hang out with Jarred and Abraham next tuesday, fun fun fun fun.

December hurry up and arrive!!

So many things to do, so many plans ahhhh.



Omg I still remember the username and password for this blog.

Miracle hahah.

Okay, exam period now, I've got 6 papers left to go. 10 more days till it's all over, super excited for december to come!

I think I've changed abit since coming to NZ, in a good way. Can't really put a finger to it. I think maybe it's how i react to situations or how i see things. I don't know, but i feel better, no more stress or burdens :)

Gonna be seeing my brother and father reallyyyy soon, can't wait :) Haven't seen them in ages. Brother is going to army next year, time flies too fast. Gotta try to spend more time with him! On a side note, he's passing to me his iPhone since he can't use it in camp. Ahhh excitedddd :)

And yes, hi ritesh hahahaha.

School's been good. I think i got fat hahahah. Thank God for Abraham, Jarred and Howard in math class. Math would be soooo sucky without them. Abraham and Jarred's from malaysia and they just came at the start of 2011. It's so easy to joke around with them cos they seem so familiar to people back home. And cos whenever i'm around them i don't really need to keep up my 'kiwi accent' and i can speak normally. Sometimes i don't even recognize my own voice when i talk to kiwi people, it's an automatic thing for me to have a slight fake accent to match theirs so that i don't feel that out of place talking to them. Jarred and Abraham said the same thing happens with them too so i guess i'm not aloneeeeee. What to do for my birthdayyyyy??????

And idiotttttt. Hate it whenever people mistake me for a china or korean person!!!! Wtffff. Just cos i have black hair doesn't mean i'm from china!!!!!!! Seriously man the china one is the horrors of all horrors >:[

Tessa's leaving today. Sigh whyyyy. Life's sad.