waaaa, damn it. i just redid the friggin council programme list... AGAIN! this is like what, the 9th time? screw it man. and today i found out that there might be a chance that i'm not even going for the investiture! fxck la-.- gonna post a proper post on friday, science competition is tmr... hopefully we'll get everything sorted before we leave..... urgh. and to think that i haven't even started studying for MYEs.... nvm.... i can do this....
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chee bye. sisters are so FXCKED UP.
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bio test today was.... average, hopefully i can get my A. discussed the council bazaar thing after remedial then played abit of basketball with kenneth, nigel, ee zeng, yi song and some other ppl. then went to videoworld and slacked, then went to walk to CCHSM and back for fun, haha, i agree with kenneth, the ppl staying there are seriously rich... :x :x :x is it just me or is life getting more and more monotone?everything is so unexpected and it's so much easier to be sad now than to be happy,smiling is getting tiring....how the fxck did things turn out this way?maybe 2009 really isn't such a good year after all,fxck it man..urgh.
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school has been quite average lately, mdm yeo still scolds the class, nobody listens, ppl falling asleep in class... the usual. wanted to edit my summary today but couldn't be bothered to, so lazy, haha, i think i'm gonna fail that summary, i only read the question and randomly wrote down whatever points i thought was correct from the passage, then i fell asleep xD what a draggggg. and as usual, TSL changed the bio test on nutrients to thurs, along with the test on enzymes.... i feel like playing basketball and going band again, MYEs coming in 2 weeks liao, must concentrate..... got back amaths results today.. not bad, not bad :D :D :D i've been with this class for 4months already,
but it just feels so wrong,
i know it's the right decision, coming here,
but it feels so stranger to me,
it just feels so... not me.
everywhere i go, i see smiles and laughters,
where's mine?
i don't smile like i used to anymore,
i don't laugh like i used to anymore,
it'll forever be 'a circle amongst squares'.....
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yesterday was one of the worst nights of my life sia.... woke up every single hour feeling itchy all over-.- i think i slept less than 2 hours in total, then in the morning i found out that i was covered in mosquitoe bites! there's 94 bites in total so far, no joke, i counted (yeah, nothing better to do-.-) anyway..... had Sports Day today! :D i participated in the Mass Event and 4x100 Relay (replaced Verniecia)! Mass Event must run 3 rounds under 8min, i timed myself and got bout 5min 45s! yay! :D then legs were quite jelly already from the Mass Event, didn't expect the Relay to be striaght after the Mass Event, so yeah.. kinda nervous, but managed to get 3rd position! yay! :D went to play basketball with kenneth, ee zeng, yi song, yong xin, nigel, terence and dylan after that, super fun manzxz! :D there's band tmr! and bio remedial from 10.30am - 12pm -.- :D :D :D
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Happy 100th post! :Dhaha, theres sectionals tmr! and my feet problem is getting worse and worse, urgh-.- ah welll... I FINALLY COMPLETED THE EFF-ING COUNCIL PROGRAMME LIST!!! whooosh. actually i completed it last week, but ms chen wanted to make some changes, changing the height and width is hell manzxzxz. -hopes that ms chen doesn't see this- heh heh heh, screwed up question 2 of A maths paper today!! i wrote the wrong answer in the answer sheet in the first place, then when there was like 5min left i went to try out the question on the question paper again cos i wasnt so sure, in the end i got the correct answer, (i found out later) but i didn't write it in the answer sheet cos there was no time! alamak-.- ah well, tmr got chemistry test. hopefully i can dream of ionic and covalent bondings tonight! yeah, dream on ethel -.- :D :D :D p.s BIOLOGY PRESENTATION GOT CHANGED TO NEXT THURSDAY! wth man-.- p.p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZAH! :D
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one of the main thing that sucks about life is that most of the time we don't usually get what we want, be it wishes, needs, materialistic things or even people. some people can pray day and night to God, wishing for things that they want or they don't have, putting so much hope into the fact that God will answer their prayers, but when things don't turn out the way they expect it, they blame others, they blame God, but we still move on, sometimes good things happen after the bad has taken place, and we might start to wonder, how would things be like if the "bad" hadn't taken place? would things be better than it is now? would we be getting what we are getting now? however, sometimes when we do get what we wanted in the first place, we start to lose interest in it, and then we start to think, was everything that we did and sacrificed just for this worth it? why is it that we don't feel happy but rather, more and more empty? and after awhile we just can't be bothered, we then realise that those were our WANTS and not really our NEEDS, sometimes the decisions that God makes for us don't really make sense, or we might be unsatisfied or unhappy with it, but in the end, we realise that only he knows what is best for us, and that through his decisions, we actually benefit more, ironic isn't it? that one of the worst things in life can actually be one of the best.
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i guess everyone knows that TK got GOLD for syf, i'm kinda neutral and disappointed about it, more towards the disappointed side, i don't know... gold just feels like a SILVER to me. hah. almost cried when Ming Wei announced the results to the sch on tues, hah, i know, very lame, but i can't help it. ah well, now we have to concentrate fully on WMC. school is getting more and more sian, and all the tests are being piled on us this whole week, teachers give us homework like no mother, as though we have all the time in the world to complete, aiya-.- biology project presentation is tmr! i hope it goes well :D and this friday is good friday! so... no school! goodgoodgood :D can't wait for band on sat! most prob going early to practice on belphegor :D haha (: :D :D :D
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1 more day... let's do this.
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if i were to say that today sucked...
that would be an understatement.
2 more days left....
i seriously dont want to keep repeating the same old stuff again.
i REALLY REALLY want the GWH.
but i feel that others aren't serious enough.
got really pissed off during combined today,
ppl make mistakes and others laugh,
come on la,
get serious,
IT'S NOT FUNNY.
today's standard was like shit,
i honestly pray that tmr will be better.
JUST 2 MORE ****ING DAYS,
WAKE UP,
I DON'T WANT THE SAME DISAPPOINTMENT AS LAST YEAR,
TO BE SO CLOSE TO WINNING....
BUT YET NOT ACHIEVING IT.when the results are announced on monday,i want to be crying tears not of sadness or regret...but of joy.
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heh, today's april fools day! and today's my father's birthday! no joke. my guess was correct today, SONIA YEO DIDN'T RETURN MY RESULTS SLIP! AGAIN! me: er, mdm yeo, when can i get back my results slip? mdm yeo: -smiles- mdm yeo: hmmm, i MIGHT return it to you after school, try finding me later. WTHHHHH. so much for procrastination-.- heh, 4 more days left! must jia you! many bands got gold or gold with honours this year, i'm sure we can do it too! :D ANONEH PAKUKE! :D :D :D everything is passing by too fast,sometimes even i don't know what i'm doing.
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waaaa, damn it. i just redid the friggin council programme list... AGAIN! this is like what, the 9th time? screw it man. and today i found out that there might be a chance that i'm not even going for the investiture! fxck la-.- gonna post a proper post on friday, science competition is tmr... hopefully we'll get everything sorted before we leave..... urgh. and to think that i haven't even started studying for MYEs.... nvm.... i can do this....
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chee bye. sisters are so FXCKED UP.
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bio test today was.... average, hopefully i can get my A. discussed the council bazaar thing after remedial then played abit of basketball with kenneth, nigel, ee zeng, yi song and some other ppl. then went to videoworld and slacked, then went to walk to CCHSM and back for fun, haha, i agree with kenneth, the ppl staying there are seriously rich... :x :x :x is it just me or is life getting more and more monotone?everything is so unexpected and it's so much easier to be sad now than to be happy,smiling is getting tiring....how the fxck did things turn out this way?maybe 2009 really isn't such a good year after all,fxck it man..urgh.
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school has been quite average lately, mdm yeo still scolds the class, nobody listens, ppl falling asleep in class... the usual. wanted to edit my summary today but couldn't be bothered to, so lazy, haha, i think i'm gonna fail that summary, i only read the question and randomly wrote down whatever points i thought was correct from the passage, then i fell asleep xD what a draggggg. and as usual, TSL changed the bio test on nutrients to thurs, along with the test on enzymes.... i feel like playing basketball and going band again, MYEs coming in 2 weeks liao, must concentrate..... got back amaths results today.. not bad, not bad :D :D :D i've been with this class for 4months already,
but it just feels so wrong,
i know it's the right decision, coming here,
but it feels so stranger to me,
it just feels so... not me.
everywhere i go, i see smiles and laughters,
where's mine?
i don't smile like i used to anymore,
i don't laugh like i used to anymore,
it'll forever be 'a circle amongst squares'.....
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yesterday was one of the worst nights of my life sia.... woke up every single hour feeling itchy all over-.- i think i slept less than 2 hours in total, then in the morning i found out that i was covered in mosquitoe bites! there's 94 bites in total so far, no joke, i counted (yeah, nothing better to do-.-) anyway..... had Sports Day today! :D i participated in the Mass Event and 4x100 Relay (replaced Verniecia)! Mass Event must run 3 rounds under 8min, i timed myself and got bout 5min 45s! yay! :D then legs were quite jelly already from the Mass Event, didn't expect the Relay to be striaght after the Mass Event, so yeah.. kinda nervous, but managed to get 3rd position! yay! :D went to play basketball with kenneth, ee zeng, yi song, yong xin, nigel, terence and dylan after that, super fun manzxz! :D there's band tmr! and bio remedial from 10.30am - 12pm -.- :D :D :D
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Happy 100th post! :Dhaha, theres sectionals tmr! and my feet problem is getting worse and worse, urgh-.- ah welll... I FINALLY COMPLETED THE EFF-ING COUNCIL PROGRAMME LIST!!! whooosh. actually i completed it last week, but ms chen wanted to make some changes, changing the height and width is hell manzxzxz. -hopes that ms chen doesn't see this- heh heh heh, screwed up question 2 of A maths paper today!! i wrote the wrong answer in the answer sheet in the first place, then when there was like 5min left i went to try out the question on the question paper again cos i wasnt so sure, in the end i got the correct answer, (i found out later) but i didn't write it in the answer sheet cos there was no time! alamak-.- ah well, tmr got chemistry test. hopefully i can dream of ionic and covalent bondings tonight! yeah, dream on ethel -.- :D :D :D p.s BIOLOGY PRESENTATION GOT CHANGED TO NEXT THURSDAY! wth man-.- p.p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZAH! :D
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one of the main thing that sucks about life is that most of the time we don't usually get what we want, be it wishes, needs, materialistic things or even people. some people can pray day and night to God, wishing for things that they want or they don't have, putting so much hope into the fact that God will answer their prayers, but when things don't turn out the way they expect it, they blame others, they blame God, but we still move on, sometimes good things happen after the bad has taken place, and we might start to wonder, how would things be like if the "bad" hadn't taken place? would things be better than it is now? would we be getting what we are getting now? however, sometimes when we do get what we wanted in the first place, we start to lose interest in it, and then we start to think, was everything that we did and sacrificed just for this worth it? why is it that we don't feel happy but rather, more and more empty? and after awhile we just can't be bothered, we then realise that those were our WANTS and not really our NEEDS, sometimes the decisions that God makes for us don't really make sense, or we might be unsatisfied or unhappy with it, but in the end, we realise that only he knows what is best for us, and that through his decisions, we actually benefit more, ironic isn't it? that one of the worst things in life can actually be one of the best.
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i guess everyone knows that TK got GOLD for syf, i'm kinda neutral and disappointed about it, more towards the disappointed side, i don't know... gold just feels like a SILVER to me. hah. almost cried when Ming Wei announced the results to the sch on tues, hah, i know, very lame, but i can't help it. ah well, now we have to concentrate fully on WMC. school is getting more and more sian, and all the tests are being piled on us this whole week, teachers give us homework like no mother, as though we have all the time in the world to complete, aiya-.- biology project presentation is tmr! i hope it goes well :D and this friday is good friday! so... no school! goodgoodgood :D can't wait for band on sat! most prob going early to practice on belphegor :D haha (: :D :D :D
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1 more day... let's do this.
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if i were to say that today sucked...
that would be an understatement.
2 more days left....
i seriously dont want to keep repeating the same old stuff again.
i REALLY REALLY want the GWH.
but i feel that others aren't serious enough.
got really pissed off during combined today,
ppl make mistakes and others laugh,
come on la,
get serious,
IT'S NOT FUNNY.
today's standard was like shit,
i honestly pray that tmr will be better.
JUST 2 MORE ****ING DAYS,
WAKE UP,
I DON'T WANT THE SAME DISAPPOINTMENT AS LAST YEAR,
TO BE SO CLOSE TO WINNING....
BUT YET NOT ACHIEVING IT.when the results are announced on monday,i want to be crying tears not of sadness or regret...but of joy.
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heh, today's april fools day! and today's my father's birthday! no joke. my guess was correct today, SONIA YEO DIDN'T RETURN MY RESULTS SLIP! AGAIN! me: er, mdm yeo, when can i get back my results slip? mdm yeo: -smiles- mdm yeo: hmmm, i MIGHT return it to you after school, try finding me later. WTHHHHH. so much for procrastination-.- heh, 4 more days left! must jia you! many bands got gold or gold with honours this year, i'm sure we can do it too! :D ANONEH PAKUKE! :D :D :D everything is passing by too fast,sometimes even i don't know what i'm doing.
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