Never looking back or too far in front of me,
the present is a gift and I just wanna be [:
Tuesday, April 12, 2011 @ 11:38 PM
#224.

The Familiar Stranger.

I met a stranger today,
Oh,
How familiar she was!

She had me at the first glance,
The way she stared back at me,
A mischievous glint in her eyes,
As though she knew the thoughts that ran through my mind.

Who was this stranger?
I found myself asking.
There was much more to her,
Than the smile she was masking.

As I looked into her eyes,
I saw through her soul;
She was confused,
Tired,
Lost,
Yet found,
More than you could ever know.

She was as strong as a giant,
Yet as weak as an infant;
She was so near,
Yet somehow,
So distant.

I tried to reach out to her,
Tried to hold her hand;
I tried to make her feel better,
And tell her that I understand.

I saw everything,
Her emotions - They were a wreck.
Lost and trapped,
Between reality and fantasy.

So what's right and wrong anymore,
In this world that we're living in;
They say that it's better to give than to take,
But is it so wrong to take once in awhile?

Speechless;
Stunned,
I didn't know what to do,
I was lost for words,
And something inside me pulled.

I took a step back,
And I saw the big picture.
That girl that I saw,
She,
She was my reflection.


Till then.

@ 9:52 PM
#223.

Bro: "So... When's your birthday? I know it's something June...."
Me: "............................... Are you serious......"
Bro: "Yup..."
Me: "30th June....... Yup, okay, love you too....."
Bro: " -laughs- Okay, thanks."

-pause-

Bro: "So.... When is mei's (sis) birthday?"
Me: "Wtf... Are you kidding me......."

Friday, April 8, 2011 @ 1:02 AM
#222.

How do you lay your burden down when it is a sin in itself?

Tuesday, April 5, 2011 @ 11:02 PM
#221.



Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades.

@ 9:02 PM
#220.

I want to see my own funeral.
I want to see who will be crying,
And who will be there.
But more than anything,
I just want to see who cares.



Sunday, April 3, 2011 @ 1:08 AM
#219.

" I stare back
again at the yellow walls of the ceiling in my funny room, and my thoughts drift
again as I find myself wondering why - out of all the people in the world I could
have ever loved - that I had to fall for someone who was to leave me. "