Never looking back or too far in front of me,
the present is a gift and I just wanna be [:
Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 3:06 PM
#159.

Band Day Camp this week.
Let's go, TK Band, all the way.



Till then,
(:
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 9:38 PM
#158.

Was blog hopping and happened to come across _____'s blog.
Glad that I did, it really helped to clear up some of my doubts.

Why am I hesitating so much? I think it's partially because of friends.. and because I'm afraid of failing. Out there, everything is all unknown and I'll be on my own.

I'm afraid of failing,
afraid that I won't get through,
afraid that it might not be what I want afterall,
afraid of losing others,
afraid that it might be a waste of my time,
afraid that I won't be able to cope,
afraid that I can't do this.

But... like what she said... "If it's God's will, then the pathway will surely be cleared".

Thinking back.. it's really amazing, what God has done. It was only through him, through faith, that I managed to get into 3A - I appealed 3 times... got rejected twice. And I wanted 3A because I needed to study Biology.

I remember getting posted to 3B at first. I was sad and kept telling myself, "Hey, maybe it wasn't meant to be." My parents decided to help me appeal to 3A. I got rejected. Appealed for the 2nd time. Got rejected again. At that moment, I told myself, "I can't make it, stop trying. 3B is a good class, be happy with it." But my parents still kept the faith that God would make a way, even though I had already lost faith. So they appealed for the 3rd time... and I got in.

Looking back.. It really was a test of faith. I had lost my faith by the 2nd try, but my parents still kept trying.. I've got so much to say, but I can't put it in words. If it's God's will for me to do this, then the pathway will surely be cleared. All I need is faith in him.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6


Till then,
(:

Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 11:28 PM
#157.

SECTION VISITATION

Fun siol. Hahahahhahaha. Especially the last part :D

Met Kenneth, Yongxin, Sherlynn and Cinthya at 10am. (Okay la, part of the section-.-)
Chen Jing best sia. Waited for 15min for her and she didn't arrive, so I called her.

Me: Eh, where are you?
CJ: Huh.... I'm still sleeping......
Me: ............ Okay, nvm, carry on.

Hais, juniors these days.

Went to Kenneth's house first, second time going there. His mum is damn nice! And funny. Hahaha. Then she baked cookies, damn nice. Everyone kept eating. Left for Sherlynn's house after awhile.

Bus-ed to Sherlynn's house and camped in her room. Cinthya started to get horny-.- Laughed non-stop. Eat, drank, talked. Then left for TM.

Reached TM, Cinthya left for batch outing and YX went to buy stuff... Then went to my house for lunch... After lunch slacked in my room until 4.30 then went to YX's house.

Watched tv, talked, and drank. Then stayed for dinner at YX's house. After dinner.... a lot of things happened. Hahahahaha, damn retarded. Left at 9.30.

Overall, had a really fun day :D Thanks everyone (: Especially Kenneth and Yongxin. Hahahaha.

Till then,
(:


p.s. Who is =) ?
Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 12:34 PM
#156.

So... Happy belated Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day!
LOL.

Weather has been pretty hot lately :(
Watched a lot of tv for the past 2 days - Glee, Penelope, What happens in Vegas. 'Cos all the starhubs channels are freeeeeee! Yay :D
Haha, anyway, having section visitation tmr. Hope the weather is kind, but no rain (:

Biologyyyyyy test on wednesdayyyyyy. Must studyyyyyyyy!
Heard that it was pretty difficult :(

Till then,
(: