Never looking back or too far in front of me,
the present is a gift and I just wanna be [:
Wednesday, June 22, 2011 @ 1:12 PM
#231.

School's been good. I think i got fat hahahah. Thank God for Abraham, Jarred and Howard in math class. Math would be soooo sucky without them. Abraham and Jarred's from malaysia and they just came at the start of 2011. It's so easy to joke around with them cos they seem so familiar to people back home. And cos whenever i'm around them i don't really need to keep up my 'kiwi accent' and i can speak normally. Sometimes i don't even recognize my own voice when i talk to kiwi people, it's an automatic thing for me to have a slight fake accent to match theirs so that i don't feel that out of place talking to them. Jarred and Abraham said the same thing happens with them too so i guess i'm not aloneeeeee. What to do for my birthdayyyyy??????




And idiotttttt. Hate it whenever people mistake me for a china or korean person!!!! Wtffff. Just cos i have black hair doesn't mean i'm from china!!!!!!! Seriously man the china one is the horrors of all horrors >:[
Wednesday, June 15, 2011 @ 8:35 PM
#230.

Tessa's leaving today. Sigh whyyyy. Life's sad.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011 @ 8:09 PM
#229.

That small dark space at the corner of the ceiling. I keep staring at you; maybe I'm trying to burn a hole through you with my intense gaze. Maybe I'm trying to find another parallel universe within you - somewhere to escape. I don't know. Dark and mysterious, I wonder if you hold as many secrets as the rest of us do. Maybe somewhere within you, within the small area of solitude, peace and tranquility, I can find some answers to my questions. But then again, the unknown might be dangerous too. I guess that makes you a two-faced dark corner in my ceiling. Everyone has these corners. It can be found wherever two walls, or maybe, lives, meet.



Okay i just thought of that after staring at my ceiling for 1 min. I think my room has a lot of feng shui, somehow i keep thinking of stuff like these for no reason.