Keep asking myself why i'm trying so hard.
What's the point really, when there is no effort from the other party.
All this does is leave me feeling embarrassed.
Desperate.
Annoying.
There's no point anymore.
"If someone wants you in their life, they'll find a way to put you there. Anyone can come into your life and say how much they love you, but it takes someone really special to stay in your life and prove how much they love you."
Adios.
Signing off.